The final exams in my integrated accounting review classes ended yesterday. finally I could say
"FINALLY!"
This last semester (which is actually an extended semester!) was so full of pressure, stress, depression and everything else in between! Probably because of my delayed college graduation which I regretted so much. There where a lot of what if's, I wish and I hopes' which summed up to it's done, it's finished and there's nothing I can do about it anymore but do better this time...
The last 2 months of this semester was full of sleepless nights. Papers, exams, reports, exams, requirements, exams... Just imagine that we were only given one week after the pre-final exam to prepare for the final exam! plus, plus, plus all the reports and papers that where due the week after the pre-finals.
I'm really not confident about my exams. Just being honest about that. But I am so confident with my God that could do all things, give all things and provide all things for those who believe in Him. I've experienced it before so why not now? Call me an optimistic but I think that is how real faith works. Believing that it is the CONFIDENT ASSURANCE that what we hope for is going to happen. It is THE EVIDENCE of things we cannot yet see.
So here I am. Sleepless again. Yes I'm worrying! (I just can't help not to!) or probably because my body clock is set to be awake at this hour of the night... but whatever reason I have, which I could not point out as well, I'm waiting... five more sleepless night and the grades would come out. THE LAST JUDGEMENT!
I AM STILL LOOKING FORWARD ON NOVEMBER 30, 2010... I WILL GRADUATE!!! =D
The last 2 months of this semester was full of sleepless nights. Papers, exams, reports, exams, requirements, exams... Just imagine that we were only given one week after the pre-final exam to prepare for the final exam! plus, plus, plus all the reports and papers that where due the week after the pre-finals.
I'm really not confident about my exams. Just being honest about that. But I am so confident with my God that could do all things, give all things and provide all things for those who believe in Him. I've experienced it before so why not now? Call me an optimistic but I think that is how real faith works. Believing that it is the CONFIDENT ASSURANCE that what we hope for is going to happen. It is THE EVIDENCE of things we cannot yet see.
So here I am. Sleepless again. Yes I'm worrying! (I just can't help not to!) or probably because my body clock is set to be awake at this hour of the night... but whatever reason I have, which I could not point out as well, I'm waiting... five more sleepless night and the grades would come out. THE LAST JUDGEMENT!
I AM STILL LOOKING FORWARD ON NOVEMBER 30, 2010... I WILL GRADUATE!!! =D
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