*I was browsing my old blogs in MULTIPLY and I came across this. It was dated February 12, 2010 and since I am too lazy to make a love month blog this year I will just repost this. Anyway, I am still having the same sentiments.*
So before the love month ends…
LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!- kris aquino-yap
the first time i heard kris aquino said this statement on an interview it captured my thought and it stuck! simply LOVE. period.
valentines day is in the air. my classmates/schoolmates/church mates and friends are busy planning for it. this year my 21st (now 22nd) singleness is still in. and i am starting to be envious! where are you my prince? i wonder.
no plans. i would simply go with the flow. watch a movie or something just to survive the day! haha.
last year when i blogged on valentines day itself i was alone at home. and now i plan to be out. so im doing this ahead.
i am happy being single.
but there are moments when everything seems to be going so badly and im all stressed out and i just wanted someone who would hug me tight and tell me that everything’s gonna be all right. there are 9pm nights after classes when i wish someone special would be out on the school gate waiting for me, someone who would make sure i would get home safely. there are shopping days when i wish someone would help me carry all the shopping bags and would patiently go with me from one store to another, someone whom i could ask opinion if what i am buying is worth all the money i spent on it. there are walking moments when i wish someone is holding my hand, just holding it making me feel that i am not alone. there are lazy days when i wish i could have someone who would watch my favorite chick-flicks with me, just spend the entire day talking, laughing, goofing as long as we’re together. there are vacations when i wish someone is there with me on that far-away place enjoying the beauty of nature and simply relaxing. there are sleepless nights when i wish i could have someone whom i could call and just simply pester so he won’t be able to sleep too. there are silent moments when i wish someone is there who would simply stare at me and just silently watch me. someone who would care… someone whom i could also care for.
i know… its just hormones…
but i wish for that SPECIAL SOMEONE… not just for valentines day’s sake… but for real.
someone whom when i ask:
“would you still love me even if i gain so MUCH WEIGHT???”
would answer:
“forever and ever, babe.”
