The L-O-V-E area is an unfamiliar territory for me. A proud member of NBSB Society (No Boyfriend Since Birth Society) I am in no way rushing of finding my "Knight in shining whatever". I am believing that he would come on the right time. When everything has fell into places in my life and when we are both ready. Call me naive in this "super modern generation" but I am still believing for him to be my first and last. I have prayed for him, not constantly though, and I know somewhere out there he is praying and waiting for me too. (I'm crossing my legs on that!)
So for this V-Month I was able find an old poem I wrote 5 years back. One of my free writing scribbles during boring accounting class discussions and written on a detached page of my notebook.
Dated 02-06-07
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By Tracey Rojas
I knew from the start,
That my part would be your part.
That my life would be your life.
And my heart be connected with yours.
Deep inside my dreams,
I long to see your face.
To find your arms wrapped around me.
Giving me comfort and making me feel secured.
In silence I wish to hear your whisper.
Of true love so real, so dear.
With your eyes lock with mine.
Communicating in a way, a kind.
I want to hold the warmness of your hands.
To make you feel that I am only destined to love you.
To sit by your side forever.
And assure you that there will be no other.
I know God is the one writing our love story.
And he is preparing it perfectly.
But for now my love, I have to wait.
For you to finally come my way.
*Love prepared perfectly,
Is what I long to see...
Not rushed....
Not a trial...
Not an experiment either...
I want something which is for real,
Perhaps not now...
Not tomorrow...
Not yet....
But in God's perfect time....*
--xoxo--
For now I wait...
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