Since I'm the confrontational type who deals with things my way... I wrote this for a "freinemy" way, way back. Sent it via FB Message after writing it down for less than 10 minutes of gathering my wits after learning so much crap. hahaha. I realized how a pang of anger allows my brain to organize my thoughts better. I'm not digging up skeletons nor opening old wounds here. I just want to save this "emotional outburst" which I now find amusing...
HEY YOU!
I won’t pretend I don’t know what you're talking about on your wall. I won’t even pretend I don’t know what the issues are. But I think you're going beyond the border.
Just to let you know I’m not referring to anyone on my wall. The last time I did that, I learned my lessons. And YES! I am referring about YOU on my wall posts before. I would disclose that now as I lay all my cards. But this time I don’t care about any issues or about anyone.
Just so you would know, that “if someone is taken” status was a re-post from my twitter. I wasn’t referring to anyone. I was just re-posting thoughts of other person randomly. The person you're defending. Well, she’s my friend too as far as I know. And if she’s hurt by my post then it’s her issue not mine. My conscience is clean this time. I am very busy with my review classes that I don’t care about other peoples issues and insecurities because I have my own issues to deal with. I won’t even know about your post and won’t log-in just to message you if it wasn’t for people who seems to be stirred up by your post.
Both of us got 2nd hand information. We both heard only one side so let’s not both pretend we know everything. I don’t like to be the center of attention. I’m happy with my LOW PROFILE and PRIVATE LIFE now. If you're happy being the center of everyones attention then don’t include me.
I will answer your question. “KASALI KA BA?” I’m not! that’s why I’m not reacting and I’m dealing with MY LIFE! And now, let me ask you that question. “KASALI KA BA?”
I haven’t reached that PERFECTION to be judgmental on anyone. I’m not perfect, I make faults and I’m just human to set standards on anyone. I make it a point to see myself on the mirror before putting a finger on anyone. Don’t stereotype me with the people you go around with. I’m far from being like them. I was raised in a good home where respect on each other is required. I am open minded enough for corrections and I’m not afraid to face the consequences of my actions. And when I make mistake I learn from them.
We are both old enough to know that devouring each other in FB wall won’t do us any good! WE could continue to answer each other back and say unpleasing words that would both hurt us. But that’s not my thing. I won’t sink down to that level ever again. We are both trying to live life happily. We both want peace as we walk in God’s plan for our lives.
I don’t want to live with negativity. If you're happy dealing with negativity in your life, then so be it! It’s you personal journey not mine.
I end this “explanation” here. I’m fed up with all the negativity and cursing. It’s up to you how you would take it. And to be honest, I don’t really care anymore. You’ve heard my side. That’s enough for me.
I say sorry if I hurt you once. But this time, I won’t say sorry to anyone because I wasn’t trying to tread on anyone. I let them deal with whatever concerns they have in their lives. I don’t interfere with their dilemmas.
Just like what you where pointing out before. My FB WALL as well as my other social sites is my FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION. I might get to someone else’s nerve but I know that they get to someone else’s nerve too so it’s just fair for everyone.
I might as well take your piece of advice. I think that’s the best option I have now…PS. Cause I'm a bitch in my own way, I blocked the "freinemy" right after sending this message. I didn't care what it has to say. I moved on.
PSS. Past is past. I blog this to remind me to clear away from trouble in the future. =)
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